Speak to me, Lord....

If you know me, you know that "The Color Purple" is one of my top 5 favorite movies.

If you know the movie, you know exactly what is happening in this scene below.

*Note: Ignore the subtitle shown in the picture below. I don't even know what language that is

Things are... weird right now. I'm struggling daily with many decisions. One, I want to leave my current job. My boss lady broke her leg a few weeks ago and she's depending on me heavily to run the fort for the next few months. I don't have the heart to walk away now.

My lease is expiring soon for my unit. Travel career opportunities in Phoenix are sparse. I'm strongly considering leaving the area for good.

I don't want to make any rash decisions. Right now, I'm just praying on it. I'm trying to meditate and listen for God's voice. I want to make the right decision here.

One thing is for sure: I'm extremely unhappy with my quality of life in Phoenix.

.... Speak to me, Lord